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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

time had passed..
before we know it, a whole load time had passed
too fast for us to catch wad we had left behind.
i felt depressed this afternoon, thinking bout what happened to us.
is it me that had changed.. or is it her?
i dunno. but i dun like it. dun like the change between us
we lost our form of communication
nth of us seems to link.
when we are together. 85 percent are silence
its just so odd.
so different.
we used to talk like nobodies business.
i anger her without me knowing through my words. she said.
she just let me win always. in the past. i said
perhaps its just me depriving pleasure from it.
i am sry i hurt her.
perhaps its the surroundings that changed us.
she used to listen. i had taken granted of it. i regretted.
i m sry.
i can no longer talk all i want.
lost my way of sharing with you.
i no longer dare probe into u. like i used to, so naturally
i want to turn back time.
perhaps i hadnt gotten used to it.
the more sensible her.
she had grown for the better.
all wass gone
i want to return to the way we used to be.
i missed the old we were together.
so close no one can tear us apart.

the bad thing about time
made us drift. i feel like crying.
i want our old time to come back.
i miss the old you and the old me.
i hate myself.
i might have nvr shown.
but you are important to me.
the first best fren i ever had.
someone who is willing to listen.
someone who is able to bear with my temper.
now i finally realise how i need u as a close fren.
one i can share with.
crap with.
gossip with.
sharing things only you and me noe.
i missed it.
all.







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